Has there ever been anything in your life that you wanted so badly that it seemed to consume your every thought, action, and motive? This is exactly how I felt for about 10 years. Unfortunately, as my desire to have a child became stronger, my desire to serve a loving God seemed to diminish. We became numb Christians going through the motions but no longer fully trusting. My husband and I wanted a family of our own and God had his own plan of how that was going to happen. Read more…